i saw a cute boy today while i was getting bruincafe. I'm sure we all had those moments when our hearts skipped when your eyes meet, and you quickly glance away, hoping that he didn't see you trying to catch a better glimpse of him. LOL i hate to admit it, but yes, he was pretty cute. HAHAHA

but that's not the reason for this post. This short encounter reminded me of how crushes start. I want my heart to flutter as i open up the bible to read God's love letter to me. I dont have to worry about him catching my eye because I know he loves me for who i am and I have NOTHING to hide. I don't have to worry about how i look, or what i say, or what my first impression comes off as. Instead, i just have to embrace him and accept his love with the return of my heart. Just as my heart skipped for that boy today, I want my heart to to seek God every second of my day, and not to fill my minds with worldy thoughts, but to fill it with prayers and God's blessings.

Dang, i really want to go back to how it all started, how i came to God and was filled with peace and love for the Lord who poured his love and grace over me. I want to love going to the word and feel the peace and joy overwhelming my heart all over again.

It's time to forget about the logistics of this life and focus on the important things...